Im only about half way through my day and its already been a roller-coaster. Had too much on my mind to sleep last night, so I didn’t fall asleep until 6am and had to be up at 8am. JOY! I basically dragged myself to school, I slept through English, and im starving. I was starving yesterday too, which caused me to eat about 400 calories over my daily limit. (yes, I’m counting cals again). I just want to go home and pass out. But anyway…
I’m a little excited, there’s a guy in my English class that Ive had the most pathetic crush on for weeks. He’s completely gorgeous but I had my mind made up that I wasn’t his type, that he didn’t even acknowledge me. Until today, when he accidently stabbed me in the ass with his pen, leaving a blue line across my gray leggings LMFAOO. && when he apologized (a million times) he kept saying my name. I didn’t think he even acknowledged my existence let alone know my name. && when we talked (for the 10 minutes the professor left the room to make copies), I realized he knew alot more than my name. He’d been paying just as much attention to me an I was to him. I never thought getting stabbed, and ruining my favorite leggings would put such a huge smile on my face. He’s soo fucking gorgeous…. && I very RARELY say that about a guy who isnt on a tv screen.
However, like any other shining moment there just had to be something to dim it down. Today makes the third time in the past few weeks, that Ive run into one of my recent exes side hoes. I know I shouldn’t give a shit because we no longer speak. BUT DAAAAAAMN! Its like, as a dude 700 miles away from his girlfriend you would think if wanted to talk to other bitches, he’d choose a few where he was. But I guess not. I’m not sure how many there are but im positive about two of them, and Im soo sick of seeing their faces. Like, it doesn’t matter how smooth and discrete you THINK you are. All females are different, they have their different ways of doing things. Nevertheless, GIRLS TALK they can’t help it. Whether its to one friend or a few, a blog, Twitter, Facebook or out loud to no one in particular. GIRLS TALK!!!!! So how did you figure you’d have them all live in the same or around the same neighborhood, and not expect them to find out about each other? But then again, if a guy thinks its okay to talk to other females when he’s in a relationship, maybe he doesn’t really give a shit if they find out about each other. *shrugs* Smdh. Im cool though, karma is ONE HELL OF A BITCH and she definitely get around.
Other than that, I would call today a success. There’s homework to be done and some studying to be had, but Im looking forward to my weekend. && looking more to my summer. its gonna be EPIC, I found a mentor that I meet with on Friday. She’s worked at MTV (I literally saw her on TV), she works for Celebrity Apprentice at the moment and she’s former A.K.A. && of all people she chose ME. I didn’t apply for anything, I didn’t ask. We met once at a sorority luncheon, and she loved me so much that she requested ME. That’s huge. Plus she’s so experienced, not to mention FABULOUS. On top of that, I have school this summer luckily Im only taking one class. Hopefully, I’ll have a job too. && the most exciting of all my T-Shirt & Brief line will be launched hopefully before July. For now it will only be available online, so stay tuned… Just a few more kinks to smooth out, and a sales license to pay for && WE’RE IN BUISNESS!!
