Im in Love… Yes I said it… Im in Love, and I have been for almost a year now. But Im single… Yes I said it…Im single. Complicated? You couldn’t even imagine. I’m caught between a rock and a hard place you see, im in love with someone I cant be with..right now.(yes, its the same person i mentioned in the “Long Story Short” post)…As much as I Love, Love and the idea of being madly in it, my first love is and will always be my dream. Ive been dreaming the same dreams since I was 10yrs old, long before I knew what love was and now is the time for them to start coming true.
I’m not going to be a cliche and tell you what 2012 is gonna be “all about” but I will tell you that school and my career is whats going to come first. With my line launching, and the massive amount of credits im taking i’ll be lucky if I have any free time at all. As much as I miss being in a relationship, I have to be fair. I know that with everything thats going on I wont have the time and energy that it takes to be in a committed relationship. Not to mention the caos we’ll cause once my family and few friends find out that we’re together, but Ive always liked that “its us against the world” sort of romance. lol. I won’t be the girl that has to give that “It’s not you, its me” speech, I won’t be responsible for hurting someone I care about so much. Hey Im only 19, and he’s well…. a little older Lol but we’re young, theres no rush. Like I said before, Ive like this guy since i was 4 years old, and through all the names and heartbreaks we managed to find our way back to each other. Keeping my fingers and heart crossed.
Oh, and did I mention he’s effing GORGEOUS??? I’d totally post his picture if I wasn’t afraid someone would tell him that Im on tumblr writing 3 paragraph blogs about him. lol
(Source: shethinkstoomuch)
